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David Groce's avatar

Bravo, Jeremy. Well said. Anxious now to see what you have to say in the future; not because I expect you to anticipate my needs, but because I want to see what you want to offer.

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Elizabeth H's avatar

Love this. Trust yourself. You can’t please everyone.

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Classics Read Aloud's avatar

I commend you on your discovery and genuinely look forward to what comes of your voyage back into the authentic “waters of the weird.”

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Todd E. Scott's avatar

I’m in for the weird. Bring it.

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Shirleen's avatar

I receive several book newsletters but yours is by far my favorite. It’s always interesting and so well written. Also, you include us your readers so much by asking about the best book or books we read the previous month or our favorites in a specific area. I am looking forward to reading more of your essays and book recommendations. Keep writing and reading.

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Jeff Waters's avatar

Oliver Burkeman in the book, 4000 Weeks: Time Management for Mortals, has a great story about what you’re going through:

“The Finnish American photographer Arno Minkkinen dramatizes this deep truth about the power of patience with a parable about Helsinki’s main bus station. There are two dozen platforms there, he explains, with several different bus lines departing from each one—and for the first part of its journey, each bus leaving from any given platform takes the same route through the city as all the others, making identical stops. Think of each stop as representing one year of your career, Minkkinen advises photography students. You pick an artistic direction—perhaps you start working on platinum studies of nudes—and you begin to accumulate a portfolio of work. Three years (or bus stops) later, you proudly present it to the owner of a gallery. But you’re dismayed to be told that your pictures aren’t as original as you thought, because they look like knockoffs of the work of the photographer Irving Penn; Penn’s bus, it turns out, had been on the same route as yours. Annoyed at yourself for having wasted three years following somebody else’s path, you jump off that bus, hail a taxi, and return to where you started at the bus station. This time, you board a different bus, choosing a different genre of photography in which to specialize. But a few stops later, the same thing happens: you’re informed that your new body of work seems derivative, too. Back you go to the bus station. But the pattern keeps on repeating: nothing you produce ever gets recognized as being truly your own. What’s the solution? “It’s simple,” Minkkinen says. “Stay on the bus. Stay on the fucking bus.” A little farther out on their journeys through the city, Helsinki’s bus routes diverge, plunging off to unique destinations as they head through the suburbs and into the countryside beyond. That’s where the distinctive work begins. But it begins at all only for those who can muster the patience to immerse themselves in the earlier stage—the trial-and-error phase of copying others, learning new skills, and accumulating experience. The implications of this insight aren’t confined to creative work. In many areas of life, there’s strong cultural pressure to strike out in a unique direction—to spurn the conventional options of getting married, or having kids, or remaining in your hometown, or taking an office job, in favor of something apparently more exciting and original. Yet if you always pursue the unconventional in this way, you deny yourself the possibility of experiencing those other, richer forms of uniqueness that are reserved for those with the patience to travel the well-trodden path first.

Stay on the fucking bus, my friend!

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Carol Grayson's avatar

I appreciate all your work has done for me in the past and find your latest essay to be both gracious and thoughtful. Thank you. I'm intrigued about your work going forward!

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Matthew Long's avatar

Sounds great Jeremy. I am here for it.

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